I woke up feeling sad, a song was in my head but I couldn't figure out where I've heard it before, its like I could hum the first few notes of the melody which culminated in the word "lullaby" Switched on computer and proceeded to play sad music. I haven't played my sad music for a while, for the last few weeks, it was just "all music clips" and now I am playing Hallelujah, Hurt, Angel and Foolish Games on repeat. I am in mourning. I have been in mourning for the last six years and I can't get over my grief.